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I stand not on a precipice, but on a cloud, slowly drifting away as the storm builds, I'm blown off to plunge away from the moment.
So.
So lately I've been having trouble drawing. A lot of it actually part was inspiration but its slowly become a bigger issue where my hand was noticeably in pain. I think that it may have been minor pain my brain ignored at first, and has grown over time. Now its agony, and I have to go see a doctor.
Well, I've been lost...
I've pretty much been lost in my own head for a while, not writing. Not drawing. Not doing much of anything and all. Not even paying attention to this site. (Let me be honest the new format is a bigger mess for me than it may be for other people. It certainly isn't easier to use.) Maybe its because I'm old, maybe its because I'm not big instagram/tik-tok other new fancy tool user (mostly I've played around with them.) I just liked it how it was--functional, clean, easy for me to use. Now it isn't, so I only poke in from time to time. Mostly wondering how I ever drew some of the better stuff I drew, and hoping to get those skills back and improve on them. I am still here. Still present. So say hi, or not. Whatever but be well! Stay Safe! You are loved!
Life...
Life has been trying to kill me lately, so I've not been very active a lot of usual places. Janurary 1: Computer died (saved with a friends help.) Next week: Shelf was damage. Next Week: Shelf fell on me, and my desk decided to give out both times causing bodily harm (minor but still annoying) Later that same week, I stubbed my toe very badly. I was trying to step past my mom's wheelchair to hand her something because she wouldn't sit up to try and reach it and meet me halfway. The very next day I fell, slid on nothing, and planted my leg wrong and my wrist (injured in the desk fiasco) took another hit and is now hurting. Shortly after that I stubbed my toe (the very same one) again so now I'm sure its broken. 2022 is not being kind to me at the moment, which is about typical every 7-8 years life just finds some way to make things go wrong for me.
Odd...
Lately, I've not been doing much through Deviantart. Mostly I've not drawn much but I'm getting back into it and trying to improve my skills. I've mostly been writing, and since its fully length novels it's not exactly suitable for Deviantart (due to length.) Also, I've not had much to comment on, that isn't to say people I like haven't been doing things, I just am tired and been sick (for two months due too a sinus infection that they didn't treat as an infection but severe allergies until I went to an emergency clinic) which means I've just not felt well. Things are improving and I'm still here watching, and choosing stuff to pick as favorites. Just at a lull. Hope everyone else is well.
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Nicely poetic.